I always knew that this day would come, this horrible, this heart-tearing-aching-breaking-unbeloved day has come.But im not even close to ready for it. And i'am not prepared, im not prepared mentally or for the matter that i still havent pulled my shit together yet. Presents is still unchecked on my list and we still had to roll over to the other side of new york to pick um Emz fly ass nametag. No sleep in days, out of the 77 days we have been here, i guess like 7 of these days did i actually get some what called sleep from. it was worth every sleepless hour, no doubt about it. if i could have taken back the hours that i have sleept on, i woulda!
Tiden har gått så snabbt så att jag kan knappt resumera allt i en mening. Jag kan inte ens definera en slags känsla. Euphori kanske. Kanske Mindblowing mind trip en resa,livs insyn i högsta nivå, typ hundratusen interna skämt, självinsikt kontroll, inspiration & uppskattning av det man har. införskaffat det man inte hade, uppgraderat min garderob-0,00 kr på kontont, typ redan första veckan lol, kul, inte egentligen men aa..blässed to däff. Kan vi haffa allt i ett ord?
Jag kunde inte riktigt roa mig igår, Terry keept lookin at me and keept sayin : it's not a goodbye sis, it more like a "heey see ya soon, or later sis!". I know Terry, i tried too keep that state of mind activated. iam not that good of an actriz,culdnt really hide the hurt me. - i'am gonna miss you terry!! & lil terry!! Words will neever say enough how thankful iam to you. I know fe shure that i'll be remniscin on our all talks, the dinners u provided us.." TACOS TONITE!"-nights. All the Night life wit my love Emma, dulce de leche. Varje sekund med dig har vart fylld me glädje och tryggheten själv. Även de kvällarna som vi har "talked" it out i nattstundes sängplacering har jag vart lugn i hjärtat med dig. Intense stunder där man kunde ha valt och visa en mindre atraktiv sida, har kärlekn var där. Kärlek till alla som har ställt upp för oss genom resans gång, Isaak, the super douche himself, men min älskade bror, du vet inte huuuur roligt jag har haft med dig!!!! jag vet att kärleken är ömsesidig din tönt. The whole swedish crew in L.A. olov,hassan <3>
Everybody who made our trip to the best one ever, wow.. to our new york homies, everybody from 88 keys (ocho, i saw the video! u dont need the viagra!), to the retrokidz,to hasan in the cornershop on baychesta station, soooo manyyy love u all!! to myself for having such a great sence of danger. Happy to be alive.
Soft om ja dog nu, så har jag ändå upplevt nåt på min bucket list....Wasima.
Le finale. På riktigt nu. Everytime we got up and left for new adventures in a new city. We left new lovers and new friends. Relationships with people that really had started to get used to us and we to them. Everytime we would leave it would be a new good bye to a new family.
Till alla som hatade (men egentlgen älskade oss) i LA. We are so blessed to have met every single of yall, Isaak mitt hjärta, Hassan, Olov, Skanky, Tedaka, Sara, Pavan, Katta, Jazz, Marcus mr model, Kevin, Court, Lemar nice meeting u again. so many. Just all the party people in LA. Muaaah!
And to our BIGGEST sweethearts ever n ever in Miami, Fatima och Inna, ni e bäst- vad vore vi utan er. och Miami utan vår kvartett!? Ni är guld.
To foremost Terry Terr up in the BX, New york. You are truly our brother and anything we could do, we would do for u! Even in the hoodest parts of New york, u made us feel so safe to have a home. Broooor!
..ok ok thank u to Kenny mr retro unge too.
But this time when we got on a plane, there was no new city with new adventures.
It was our old city, with no adventures to explore. Truly the ending of an era.
Wasima min blods syster para siempre kommer ja minnas denna resa. Det vi delar är oändligt. I now know that through thick n thin, we will survive ANYthing together. Men våra äventyr e inte slut. They will always continue no matter where we are. Cuz we are the swedish connection, 'member that! ...Emma
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